Take a chill pill yaar!

She rested her head against the window pane, watching the little drops of rain water racing down the glass, one after the other, speeding, stopping, curving, bending, but finally all falling down to the end of the window.

She was thinking of him. How he would cuddle her, pull her out of crowd to be with him, push her away and then bring her back, only to be closer.

Asking her to be with him 24*7 and behave like a child when she won’t listen

   And finally to accept her as his love in front of the world without a hint of shyness or insecurity.

She remembered all the good times, dripped in them, relived in them, and smiled to herself. Not so late, a tear rolled down her eyes, and then another, she tasted the salt water.

Why this had to happen? Why me? Why did he leave? Things can always be sorted out right?

    This time she didn’t wipe them off, to be easy and slow on herself, else it would make her cry louder, she let down the tears. There were commonalities between her and the window pane, only that the glass didn’t shatter out of thinking.

No guys, it’s not me, ya I know! It’s not you also. It’s some other X, Y, Z, who is so stupid to waste her or probably his time, thinking about someone, somewhere, sometime.

 So this X, Y, Z ,maybe right now, this time, in the heavy showers of Bangalore or somewhere else, looking at the moon and stars, would be thinking about that ‘someone’ but WHY??!?!

Why are they thinking, why are they thinking at all! At days stretch and all night long!

Guys don’t tell me you never thought about someone like that. I am sure ‘Mr./Ms. Someone’ has already created their image in some corner of your head. Other way I won’t believe you.

Nevertheless my point is concaved upon thinking. People waste hours of time just thinking

    Had I done that or Had I said that, would it matter to her/him,

  Why doesn’t he understand? Why is she always so suspicious? What wrong did I say?

 If you really think things can be sorted out, Do the Talking!..And Not Thinking!

Communication plays a key role in any relationship, and things would refrain to be normal unless you talk.

  Say Sorry, Shun your Ego! Discuss and bring out the Solution..

“Some things are left unsaid” They say, Really?! Well then a lot of things are better to be said!

Don’t succumb to your emotions and thoughts. They really waste your time, affect your personality and behavior, dump your attitude, decline your

esteem. You think, rethink, re-attempt, work hard to pertain it, sustain it, kill your time, kill yourself! And what not! They weaken you and you tend become perplexed!

Rowing up to somebody’s expectations is fine, until you are caught in a flood of emotions, and drowned in the tides of your own thoughts! The matter becomes worst when a song plays along, which exactly describes your feelings. The song which was a slow bollywood number, suddenly starts sounding so meaningful!

Well that’s when I say,” Take a chill pill yar! , and STOP THINKING!” .

If you are literally out of your mind, and have no control over your thought process, do what you like most! Play, dance, sing loudly, run, drive (Mind it! Not Drink and Drive!) Or at least you can do is have a bath, that I suppose may keep you busy for a while! :P

And if you are a creative person start writing! The best poems comes out of worst emotions. Now it’s all up to you ..If you want to use your thoughts, feelings, emotions bring a dynamic touch to it, or sit in a corner and ponder over your poignant thoughts.

Discover yourself, stop wasting your time, don’t drink down those thoughts, emotions and erupt abruptly. Instead suppress them, abdicate them, or atmost redirect this energy somewhere else, for the purpose of good, your good.