With my previous post about hatred going online, I received
few raised eyebrows and pretty good smiles. Nothing better I say. But hey! Last
night I discovered something. The story, here it goes.
Our PG’s care-taker is one such fellow in my list of
hatreds. Why? Because his eye balls google here and there, sometimes following
a girl, like the scent of her perfume. He chit-chats with PG girls, every now
and then, talking honey coated, sugary-jaggery and goes sweet and polite. All the
girls are happy to have him around at the dinner table. Me and my roommates call
that person chantu meaning clever in a bad way.
Yesterday, when I was done with dinner at around 11 pm, I
saw him taking the lid off the food, and checking if anything was left to fill
his own tummy. No dinning with the cheerful girls tonight? I thought and asked
him, “Anna, why are you taking dinner so late?” His reply with a grin, “Oh I
had a lot of work today.” Without giving a thought, I just went away to my room
and later realizing that the owner of PG had dropped in that evening so mister
had to retain his modesty.
Another point that hit my head was that this time I did not
get annoyed with him; I just passed from there without bothering for his reply
and thinking where he was looking. I realized that hatred is a self inflicted
burden. You have to do that whenever you see the trigger clicked, like a drill.
But you don’t have to do that, you don’t have to think and you don’t have to
act and you will see, the grenade that would burst you, will be useless even
when the pin is pulled out. You would have defused it!
To be in control of yourself is to be wise.
But mind you, this is when you are indirectly getting under
the showers of acidic rain. If the cloud is right over, you have a right to
take out your own umbrella and prevent yourself and may be even poke out googly eyes.
